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In which I return to my lists


The sun is perfect and you woke this morning. You have enough language in your mouth to be understood. You have a name, and someone wants to call it. Five fingers on your hand and someone wants to hold it. If we just start there, every beautiful thing that has and will ever exist is possible. If we start there, everything, for a moment, is right in the world.

~ Warsan Shire

It’s been a whirlwind semester. Remember how in Cinderella, the clock struck twelve before she had a chance to fully comprehend everything that was going on? I can identify a little bit with Cinderella.

I had a lot of good intentions for this semester. I was going to reflect each Friday on my instruction for the week; I was going to keep up with my blog; I was going to be on top of all the things….in case you haven’t guessed, none of that happened. I scheduled, planned, and taught classes and then scheduled, planned, and taught some more. The lightning spark reflections happened only in my head. But even if I never got to write any of it down, I did learn some things from my first semester of permanent-track employment.

Each year, I make a long list of things I want to accomplish or focus on throughout the year. I check in with myself periodically over the months; sometimes I add things to the list. I let other things go. At the end of the year, in December, I check in for the final time and celebrate my accomplishments and create a new list for the next year. I’m in the process of writing my 2017 list, but I wanted to share some of my  work-related list items that were either formal or informal “wants” for 2016:

Apply for jobs in the fall – I think I can safely cross this one off the list. I was offered and accepted a permanent track position at Towson University in July, so I get to continue to work with wonderful people in a supportive, creative environment. Excited to see what happens in the next few years.

Learn a new skill or brush up on an old skill – This semester, I’ve taught sessions for incoming freshman, seasoned upperclass-ers & grad students. I’ve worked with a lot of different faculty members and had to adjust my instruction to stress different skill sets in different classrooms. I also guest lectured in a few sections of a School Library Media course. What a cool way to be involved in the future of education and library practitioners! I was also a mentor for our student leadership program at the library and served on a hiring committee or two.

Cultivate new experiences (#NoRegrets) – In Spring 2016, I taught an undergrad course as an adjunct at one of our sister institutions. This semester (Fall 2016), I’m co-facilitating a course-integrated intergroup dialogue group. It’s been challenging and rewarding at the same time and I’ve learned a lot about myself as an educator, learner, and individual. Pretty neat experience. For next semester, I’m planning a student symposium with a theme of activism and resistance in the 1960s, which has also allowed me to get out and connect with others on campus with whom I might not ordinarily cross paths.

Get published (article, book, whatever) – I’m really excited about having a book chapter proposal accepted. It won’t actually be published for a few years, but I’m crossing it off my list nonetheless.

Be smart, keep learning – I’ve discovered so many new authors, talked to new people, and been exposed to many new things this year. I presented at some conferences and listened to people present at others. It all makes my learner’s soul very, very happy. Regardless of formal education, I believe everyone should be learning always (and we often are, even when we don’t realize it). Formally speaking, I also went ahead and applied for a Ph.D. program, to start in Fall 2017. We’ll see what happens. *fingers crossed*

The joys of assessment


If you don’t know where you are headed, you’ll probably end up someplace else.

~Douglas J. Eder, Ph.D

Assessment is important. It informs teaching and supports learning.  You should do it. No, you must do it. That’s the sum of what I gleaned in my training as an educator, so when my colleague turned to the professor and I to define summative assessment versus formative assessment, I had to think for a second. Luckily, the professor answered first…and then turned to me to make sure she got it right. Apparently, I look like I know things. Read the rest of this entry

The ways in which I’m not a “Librarian”

  1. Sometimes the biggest relief to work is when I clock out and go home and release all the pent up stories, poems, and songs that were lodging in my brain all the day long, because
  2. While I am a pragmatist and a realist, I am also a dreamer and a creator. I love beautiful things and I love to make beautiful things. Sometimes I see beauty where others don’t and sometimes what others behold as beauty, I just stare at. I can’t relate
  3. To cats or cute baby animals or cardigans. The former has fur and

    Reflections on being me…

    stares at me when I walk into the room. It licks itself constantly and then looks at me like I’m the weird one. And walks on my face at night. No! The middle are still animals and, sorry, just not as compelling as baby people. To each their own. The latter are an item of necessity, because even though it’s almost winter, I can still wear that fetching tank, as long as I’m wearing said cardigan. But not your mother-grandma’s cardigan. And speaking of,

  4. I’m most comfortable in funky earrings, wide-legged pants and maybe headwraps. Or just my hair. Because it’s cool. I love jeans, but am not above a dress and heels, as long as the heels aren’t high enough to make me angry. It’s complicated, I know
  5. I love books, but even more, I love the stories within the books. The connections to emotions and the ability to see the world from someone else’s eyes. Something we miss out on all too often, I’m afraid. I believe
  6. In empathy and walking in other people’s shoes, but not because you forced the fit, but because they took them off ungrudgingly. Recognition of vulnerability is the least you can give when learning from someone else. While you’re walking around, they’re standing barefoot and there are still stones. I
  7. Don’t wear pearls, but if I did, I would definitely clutch them and hold them tight, marveling at how smooth and beautiful constant irritation can become. Master of disguise, shape-shifting and turning to fit pieces where they don’t belong, at first. Discomfort
  8.  Isn’t something you can measure, see, or hold. Someone told me about falling forward, learning from mistakes as much as successes. Taking chances, just to see. Challenges and
  9. Being challenged, even if it means stepping back and taking time to breathe. Redefining experiences, turning loss into new opportunities. Focused on
  10. Knowing yourself and knowing that you are unafraid to live outside of boxes. “Because I wanted to.”

Effecting meaningful change and investing in people (CIDLIS 2015)


“Diversity is about all of us, and about us having to figure out how to walk through this world together.” ~ Jacqueline Woodson


The UMD iSchool Information Policy & Access Center (iPAC) hosted its third annual Conference on Inclusion and Diversity in Library and Information Science (CIDLIS) on October 15th & 16th. [It was previously known as the Symposium on Diversity in LIS Education.] The purpose of the conference was to highlight issues surrounding diversity and inclusion, as it relates to the LIS profession. This could include working with library users, relating to other professionals, considering LIS as a profession, and/or thinking about curriculum and instruction in LIS education. The format consisted of two concurrent workshops on Thursday evening (one for practitioners and one for faculty/graduate students interested in research focuses on diversity and inclusion in LIS) and then daylong concurrent presentation sessions on Friday. There were also two main speaker sessions. Overall, the content was interesting, though its usefulness varied for me, personally. Below are some thoughts I had concerning the sessions I attended. (Sorry, it’s kind of long.)

The people

People are complex and multifaceted creatures. I really liked how Dr. Hill and Dr. Cooke addressed diversity in the Thursday evening workshop. Each of us have things about us that make up our cultural identities. This may include things such as race/ethnicity, nationality, religion, class/socioeconomic level, gender, sexual orientation, and educational background. These things affect how we look at life, approach situations, and relate to other people. There is no crime in owning any one of these identities, but it’s important to understand that we do not approach life as any one of these identities. The combination of these identities is what makes up our personal culture. We may then relate strongly to others of any one (or more than one) of these identity groups. For example, while two people may identify strongly with each other as African Americans, their personal experiences (and deeper identities) may be further shaped by the one person being Muslim and female, while the other is a gay male and Christian. Recognizing these complexities is key to fostering environments of diversity.

I don’t remember which session it was, but one of the presenters made a good distinction between diversity in numbers versus diversity and inclusion when it comes to social acceptance. True inclusion happens not when we’ve reached the magic number of minority employees or the right amount of books that are pertinent to underrepresented populations of library users, but when library users and library staff alike are able to be themselves, strive for the best, and not be distanced, ostracized, or held back because of the categories they hold as personal identities.

During the first keynote speaker session on Friday (Dr. Renee F. Hill), the example was provided of using “what are you?” to try to determine someone’s ethnic heritage. Aside from it being a tiresome and potentially rude and invasive question, most people don’t appreciate being classified as a what. “What” is for objects, not humans. For those for whom family origin and ethnic heritage is an important part of their identity, they will reveal that information as it is appropriate. Chill. Focus on getting to know the person first and who knows, once you put away your burning curiosity, you may find out they’re a really cool person. This also applies to issues of race and social justice. I often hear people ask, what can I do to be a better ally? How can I help? First, calm down. Second, get to know people. Let them get to know you. Articles and papers are definitely great for educational purposes, but trust is built through relationships. And then, speak up, unapologetically, when you see things that are wrong. But always, listen.

During the Thursday evening practitioners’ workshop, someone asked the question, can libraries encourage diversity-centric approaches to librarianship if they’re short on financial resources? Um, yes. Diversity is not a shiny toy that only those with money can afford. It doesn’t cost money to recognize people as people and to be willing to self-evaluate (as well as encourage peers to self-evaluate) the attitudes and biases you may bring with you to the profession. In particular, those in administrative roles set the tone for how libraries functions on a personal level. It’s not a comfortable process to go through, this self-examination and growth, but its necessary. Look at yourself. What are your identities? How do those identities relate to the identities of the people you work with or for? Once you know yourself, you’re ready to get to know other people.

The professionals

Oh, LIS field…we are innovators and game changers, we say. And we are, except when we’re not. The LIS field has a long history of whiteness. Any time you talk about diversity, this information will come up. The most recent ALA member demographics study of September 2014 showed that the profession is over 87% white. Granted, not all librarians are ALA members, but this particular study surveyed over 40,500 professionals. That’s a lot of people…Additionally, in the ten years since they’ve been running this study, the numbers have remained virtually unchanged. Now, why is this even important? I mean, maybe people of color don’t want to be librarians or information professionals. It’s not like the salary is as high as, say, a doctor. Or someone in the STEM field. Reality check: people of color aren’t exactly welcomed across the board there either. The reason why it matters in LIS is because it matters everywhere. It’s because if librarians & information professionals are supposed to support access to information for people, all the peoples, then there should be all the peoples supporting access to said information. I’m sure anyone who follows this topic is aware of the power of community. People gravitate towards those who look like they are safe and familiar. This doesn’t necessarily mean it’s color-based, but given our nation’s history, it often is.

Speaking of professionals, there have been conversations and research about the lack of representation of people of color in positions of leadership. Maybe people of color don’t want to be in leadership…maybe. But I seriously doubt it. (Here’s looking at one.) It all goes back to recognizing and evaluating identities and…being an ally. It’s about creating spaces where people of color can not just be employed, but are also given equal opportunities to grow professionally and pursue those higher level opportunities, if they so desire. LaVerne Gray spoke on Friday about the muting of African American voices in librarianship, with a focus on African American women. She also spoke to the sense of community that black women build, based on similar identities and the knowledge of being “the only one in the room” (Gene Dembey).

Being innovators and game changers means we have the responsibility to effect change right in our back yards, or in our cubicles. No two libraries are the same, but there are some issues that are just commonplace across the board. Retention of librarians of color is a topic of interest for me, yes, but you don’t have to be a person of color for this to be your interest. In fact, since people of color are so scarce in positions of leadership, one could argue that it should be the interest of non-librarians-of-color in particular.

The program

Ah yes, grad school. That wonderful place where we stocked up on bags under our eyes, with a side portion of shadows. We stressed ourselves out and procrastinated, basically giving up our social lives to balance work and professional development. Oh. That was just me? Sorry.

I’ll try to keep this part short, because I’m looking at my word count (oops). The logical place for change to start is not when professionals enter the field, but before they even get there. There is great potential in LIS education to begin the interrogation process. It is a time to ask (and answer) hard questions, posture future LIS professionals to work with people who are different than them, and take off the rose colored glasses. Of course, in order for this to happen, there needs to be critical education taking place. LIS professors and educators, I’m looking at you.

Whether it’s learning how to evaluate information, teach information literacy courses, classify and name information items, or preserve materials for future researchers, there is always room to “to critique, disrupt, and interrogate [the historical, cultural, social, economic, and political] forces” of our society (Kenny Garcia).

Remember, we’re innovators and game changers. Let’s start changing some things.

*/THAT/* part of my brain! (Pt. 2)


The things that I’ve found exciting about my residency within the past month, continued. Part 1 can be found here.

Critical librarianship (and all that jazz)

I started listening in on the #critlib discussions prior to starting my residency. In a nutshell, critical librarianship involves zooming in on “the historical, cultural, social, economic, and political forces that interact with information in order to critique, disrupt, and interrogate these forces” (Kenny Garcia, Keeping up with…critical librarianship). Basically, understanding all the nuances that go into mainstream librarianship, whether it’s curriculum development, information literacy, library programming and outreach, or cataloging, and being willing to not just ask the hard questions, but effect change where it needs to happen. As you all know, I’m interested in race, particularly as it relates to the experiences of people of color in America. Within library science, there has been a lot of discussion about what diversity and inclusion means, in hiring practices, in patron populations, and in information resources. (I’ll be writing a blog post more centered on that later.) Over the past month, I’ve been attending events on campus and having conversations with groups and individuals about diversity and social justice initiatives in academia. When I interviewed for this position, I gave a presentation entitled “Differentiated Librarianship: promoting retention of at-risk populations in the academic library.” One of the ways this differentiation could play out is through cross-departmental partnership. Cook Library has an existing partnership with the Center for Student Diversity, including an on-site research help station (at CSD) once a week . I’ll be starting to help with that within the next month. I’m also excited about the ability to implement ideas for further partnerships and joint programming with CSD and other academic and campus life departments. I like it when libraries are not just buildings, but are active partners within their communities. Whatever those communities may be.

Working with historical materials in the BHI collection

Menorah, Baltimore Hebrew Institute collection

Menorah, Baltimore Hebrew Institute collection

Okay, so actually the part that is most engaging is reading the materials. I’ve been working on creating metadata for the Martyrdom & Resistance digitized collections, using CONTENTdm. Reading through accounts of the Holocaust and family members of victims and survivors is both sobering and enlightening. For example, one article I read was about how third generation Germans are only now (2011) discovering the roles their family members played in the Nazi regime and the operation of concentration and death camps. Another article was about a mosque in France that took in Jewish individuals during WWII and gave them false identities as Muslims, thereby saving their lives. There was also the story of Edeltrud Posiles, an Austrian woman who hid her Jewish fiance and his two brothers for the duration of the war. Fun fact: she went on to become a librarian. Wars and conflict bring out the best and worst in people. I’m amazed at the tenacity of human courage, contrasted against the depravity of human selfishness and hatred. And then when I finish pondering all of that, I catalog.

I’ve also been working on prepping print journals/periodicals for the bindery by fixing catalog records and assessing item condition. Fragile and rare items are either being prepared for Special Collections or re-housed in new containers and shelved in the open stacks. Every so often, I get sucked into the materials. Of particular interest were materials in the BHI collection that addressed the Civil Rights movement and racial inequality in America from a Jewish perspective. It’s really fascinating to see that side of history being written about by another othered group.

Hopefully that gives you a small taste of what I’ve been up to. Aside from that, I’ve just been adjusting to being in a new city and meeting new people. Here’s to continued growth as an individual and a professional. Huzzah!